This is a conversation I had in 2004 with an 18-year-old high school senior that I never realized was a psychopath until many years later after studying psychopathy in-depth.
He was aware that he had a problem with feeling compelled to kill people and was aware that if someone didn’t stop him he would murder someone just for the thrill. He had been experiencing urges to mutilate people and watch them bleed since he was in kindergarten.
While he was spilling his guts I played it cool and let him talk until I could find information on him online to find out what school he attended. I found it, contacted the superintendent, and she laughed and told me to prank someone else and hung up so I found his principal’s home number and called him that evening. He didn’t want to believe it. He was convinced this kid had reformed his ways and was doing well because he was working with him personally on a daily basis… just another manipulation.
The scary part is, the principal did not take immediate action and waited 2 days to call the police. The kid barely spent any time in jail, they did not search his home, and he was able to burn his diaries and get rid of his dynamite and continue absorbing himself in violent fantasies.
Note: I gave the principal all of the chat logs in the gallery below that occurred prior to his arrest. Once you read these chats, you’ll be shocked at the fact that the principal waited to take action and this kid was let off the hook.
At the time, I thought he was just an angry kid with a sadistic streak who didn’t want to own his actions. I didn’t realize he was being manipulative and that he was a psychopath.
In hindsight, it’s easy to see his manipulation. He went from spilling his guts to me without reservation, to blaming me for his arrest after finding out I reported him and claiming I linked him to a website that told him how to make bombs (I did not)…
Then, he switched to praising me for giving him the opportunity for a new life and sharing his ideas for a new life, thanking me for saving his life, and when I was no longer convenient to him he denied knowing me, tossing me out like yesterday’s trash.
This is typical psychopathic behavior.
I’ve encountered many people who literally idolize the Columbine shooters over the years, but nobody comes close to this kid. He has since been arrested for petty crimes many times since his first arrest and I would not be surprised if he ended up hurting someone. He’s currently serving time in jail for theft and we are not in contact.
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Many people have asked me for “proof” that I’ve prevented school shootings, including “Bill Ockham,” who claims I supported and encouraged teenagers to shoot up their schools. I have no idea why people think my life experiences are made up of lies, but there should be no question in anyone’s mind about the matter after reading these 76 pages of conversations with one of the individuals I reported for making threats.
The following 76 screen shots are from conversations we had over AOL. I saved the conversations as screen shots, which I transcribed, and at other times I copy/pasted the conversations directly into Word. I combined everything into one document and took screen shots.
The following content is GRAPHIC, so proceed with caution if you’re sensitive.